Today is Valentine's Day

Hey guys!

So I decided to write something for the first time after a year LOL! 

Actually I didnt realized today's Valentine's Day until I was about to write something on my notebook and check the date.

So what I want to share today is about how my life went for today because I had something that I want to remember.

So the story goes with I had my class started at 2.30pm so I woke up late and eventually I felt lazy to go to class hence I went to class late! Then I have to catch uber to the station because to wait for bus, by the time I arrive at campus, the class finished hahahaha.

Firatly about the uber driver oh my God! I belum masuk kereta dia dah start talking. Or I can say start complaining. But whatever la I dont mind anyway because one of reasons I like to use these uber and grab, I can learn about other people's life.

Then when I'm in the train, the first thing I did was my make up! Then the next station, theres this one handsome guy with shorts but still tutup aurat. I thought he was Chinese without really looking at him (I was doing my make up remember). And then he contemplated to sit next to me T_T then only I realized he was Malay guy. He sat next to another guy at the end of my seat. Faham tak ? I was at this end of the seats and theres another guy at the other end of the seat so this Malay guy sit next to that end man. 

Around 15 mins of the train journey, nothing happened you know just like another stranger in the train. And I was busy with my phone too. Then I turned to his side to look at the view behind me to ensure the current station because I didnt wear spects so I cant see the screen. Then he started notice me I guess because after that the seats in between us filled with another passengers. Then he was like leaned forward ? I dont know how to describe. And looking at me ! Hahahah I can see from my ekor mata. Unfortunately I was in quite mess because I didnt print my slides for the class and I was late.

Then we both got down at the same station. However ! This one is the surprise, I was in hurry because I was late so I was like running at the escalator (I believe he was somewhere behind me at the same escalator) but my shoes was quite loose so tercabut and I slipped at the escalator! Weh serious malu! Dalam hati dah macam "weh tak kenal, tak kenal. Takpe buat taktahu" And so, I buat taktahu and ran from the scene, I speed up more. You dont know how much I sacrificed my energy to speed up so that those people at same escalator didnt see me again! Huhuhu

Then I have to change train, and thank God the train is ready by the time I reached the platform. Nak nyorok punya pasal, I rushed in the train But the fate wasnt on my side T_T That handsome guy managed to catch the same coach with me! Punya la panjang train tu, why he got in the same coach ?! And then he noticed I was in the same coach but I sorok my face with my phone weh. Banyak mana je I can sorok with my phone ? Duhhh stupid me. The fact that I wore a bright colour made me feel more stupid for trying to hide. Then we even get out the same station again! And then on our way to escalator, I accidentally made eye contact with him with my surprised face because I felt like caught up. Just then I notice he had a smile on his face. Oh my God !!! I dont know if he smiled remembered I slipped at escalator or how stupid I was to try to hide my face with my phone or just simply smiling at me. Of course I didnt think the latter.

So thats how my day today is another day to remember. Hahahahah 

In future if I meet that guy again, or we are jodoh, this will be proof of my first impression 😌 

And we meet for the first time on Valentine's Day.....


UPDATE: After 1 week I realized this is another immature post and hopeless hope ! LOL Mari gelak beramai ramai guys....

No friends

Assalamualaikum!

Last Saturday, my mom gathered my whole family from both mom and dad's side. It was awesomely fullhouse! I'm beyooooond happy to see everyone gather and mingle around. So I guess thats how it looks like when I marry later HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH 

Okay, honestly I dont know what to say because it has been sooo long I didnt type my heart out. 

You know what it suddenly popped out in my mind few seconds ago.
I used to write my heart out. Whatever I feel and whatever I go through, I post here in my blog or write in my diary (I had a diaryyy okayyyyyy).
But now, things changed. Sometimes I didnt even bother what my heart feels because I dont want to be bothered by this cruel world. The world I live today is so cruel. People talk bad behind us, people dumping us, people take advantage on us. I'm so sad! I go through this like everyday. 

So I decide to let everything pergi mampus. In english we say go die (lol). And I found out that this pergi mampus attitude make me care less to almost everything. And I even feel that my heart has been a little hati kering which leads to hati kosong. 

And today, there are a lot of people do the same. So day by day, people grow with less humanity as they dont care about others. 

ermmmmm.. I just wanna pour my heart out. So thank you for reading. Bye!

Assalamualaikum:)

Annoying post.

Hello

I'm sorry. I dumped this blog for a quite long time. Honestly, I do miss the eager-ness of me writing blog back in 2011. I nak balik kerajinan tu. I guess I'm big girl now that I know what I should voice out and what shouldnt. Hahahahha

So conclusion: I dont know what to blog but I still want to blog. 

If you wanna know how's my life been through, everything is okay. Nothing extra. Just usual thing I go to class and do nothing other than study. Yeah bored life heh

So bye. Hope you live your life well.

Wanderer Wani

Heyya! 

So last week, I dont know why I was so rajin that after class (around 12.30) I went to Publika. I stopped at MRT Semantan station and took the bus there.

I've been wondering how Publika is because rich people and celebrities come there often. 

But guess what ?

When I entered Publika and I was like ..........

Amenda yang bestnya dekat sini. Hahahah

I think the attraction was the restaurant outside the shopping mall. 

I didnt explore the outside part because it was lunch hour and smokes everywhere. No wonder that place so hot ! Air pollution.

After that, my day didnt end there.

I stopped at Mutiara Damansara station after that. And I took MRT bus to Empire Damansara.

Oh my God! It was very nice place to do photoshoot. I mean damn the stairs pun like omg cool gila. It was a spiral stairs but weh I swear cool gila!

And whats more cooler than that is I found Fashion Valet's office ! Oh My God !!!!!!!

If you know me in person, you'll know how I'm into Vivy Yusof. So its like dream come true to see that hahahahah.

It wasnt only about Vivy though. 

Peraonally, I do like the budaya that fv have. And somehow I do dream of working there. But my degreee is not suitable there. #sadlife

So back to the discovery, I was about to take photo okayyyyy but there were few (hot) guys lepak lepak nearby and I didnt want to look too obvious. So hmmm there were no memories of me discovered fashion valet. 

After awhile, I didnt know where to go, so I took steps back to home. 

BUT !

I didnt straight to home. I walk around Curve.

I think I dont have to elaborate about Curve because naahhh its my most familiar place. So nothing new. Hahahah

I'm looking forward to explore KL though. I mean I never went to Avenue K, Pavilion, Fahrenheit and etc yet. So I really wanted to go there hehehe

Later at Pavilion, of course the most must have to go are fv store and duck store. Heheheh

P/s: Going there doesnt indicate its my standard. No. I just wanna know those places. 
If takda duit, no need to spend. Just sight-seeing what it has.

#Selfreminder

Just a small note for those who want to change.

When you feel like to change to be better, just do it. I know the road may be hard, but trust me, if you have faith in Allah SWT, you'll feel at peace.

Theres quote that says "Hijrah itu ibarat mengupas kulit bawang. Ketika mengupas, mata berair kerana pedih tapi apabila masuk dalam masakan, enak rasanya."

If you feel like to quit, remember you've once achieved an achievement because you didnt stop. 

So does this journey. Dont stop now. Because the road is faaaaaar away more.

Keep going.

Love, Wanie :)

Strive. Pray. Believe

Remember I told you that I got MRSM for the second intake ? I cant remember if I told in this blog how hard I cried when I didnt got the first intake ? Hahahah.

That was 4 years back when I was 16 years old.

Do you believe that when its meant to be it will be ?

As a muslim, we are taught to have faith in everything that Allah has planned will come hikmah behind it.

And we are taught to make du'a. 
And the du'a will be answered in 3 forms:
1) Asnwer immediately
2) Will answer, but not now 
3) Wont answer but will switch with something else

Example of my MRSM situation asnwered in second form. Which I got but a bit late.

Here's the real announcement. Heheheh

If you know me, you know I study with my family's money. But now, say no more ! 

Alhamdulillah, I received full scholarship. Only in my third semester of study.
Hmmm again, a lil bit late. 

So one thing came out in my mind. There are things that meant to be yours. But you just need to be patient and keep on praying. 

For both situation of my MRSM and scholarship, I had pray-ed for it almost 2 years before I got it. So all you need are to have patience and never give up!

Our fate has been set differently. But whatever it is, never stop praying and strive for it to be better. 

Your turn will come. Inshaa Allah.

Ermmm I guess my fate has been set to be a later-kind of person. Huhuhuhuhu Hopefully not for married 🙈

P/s: Purpose of this post is just to share that if you want something, keep on praying even if it looks like no way to get it. Not boasting about my scholarship. Xoxo!

My first orientation

I really enjoyed the orientation as facilitator ! 
You just dont know how excited I was everytime. 

I was chosen to be an emcee. Oh my God the first day I was very nervous because I chose to be emcee on a formal part which is oath taking ceremony. 

It really teach me to control my nervous-ness. 

Because early of the day I was told only one Dean will be there but suddenly there are two Dean, one Director and one Senior lecturer.
I was shaking though but glad that it was just for the sake of the oath taking. 

I had my script but because it changed, therefore I cant depend on the script. Dammnnn I remember I kept on repeating we'll sing national anthem like three times wadehel ! Hahahaha

On the second day, there are not many fellow facilitators because they had to buy props for the last day. Hence, I was the emcee for the whole day. 

On the second day, I was shaking like the first day because it wasnt that formal. 
But really, I enjoyyyyy so much doing emcee! 

Not much of highlights just me enjoying my syok sendiri doing emcee lol

And on the last day! My God! It was today!
We did explorace around the campus building (please remember our campus is not big, just a small acres with 21 level). 

As for the last day, I wasnt the emcee because they wanted other people to try.

But what I amazedddd so much was the new intake oh my God they took this orientation seriously guyss!
Even on Saturday, they came for the sake of activities with faci.

Oh ohh and and we gave them task to present about their group. And guess what ?!?!?!!!
They were so creative and did a great job ! They completed the task.

I wasnt expect this because it was saturday guys plus orientation jeeeee. I even said during faci's meeting last week that maybe on saturday only 5-6 people came (based on experience during my batch lol)

So when I saw more than half came so it was like wowwww I really love this people. I hope our orientation would be longer. 

First time I hope orientation to be long! Hahahahah

Srsly, they really give their commitment.
Such a good respondents.

 This makes me want to be better in any other activities I'll join. Srsly, as a facilitator, it was sooooo tiring to ensure that everything smooth and filled. 
So it was such a happiest thing ever when whatever you've done and planned supported by respondents.

Grown up Wanie

I guess time flies soo fast that I forgot that I am now grown up *insert crying emoji*

I used to not like any make up or fashion stuff not even fashion magazine. I mean I am more to naturally kinda person.

But look at my instagram photos now or my instastory ! I post about make up, I care about fashion and I even buy in trend items (if I afford to buy one)

Today I'm seeing me growing up. Later when I have my own children, I'll witness them grow up too. Life cycle.

Talk about children, me myself as a child, I can feel now how my parents a bit reluctant to see their first daughter to grow up. 

I mean at my mom's side, she seems to be a lil bit excited to see I'll start working in few more years yet, she has her worry that I might turn up to be that useless city girl. But at my dad side, I can see his worry that his girl will soon be someone's dear. I dont know what's really inside, but I can see that. Hehehe

 Well, if you know me, I have that sixth sense remember ?

Nontheless, I guess I broke my not-yet-2017-resolution ; not put any make up yet; just foundation, lipstick and eyebrow. 

Because I just had that intention to use up all the make up in this room (mostly my sister bought, but she dont really use it) I want to finish off everything so that by the time I am ready to have my own make up series, I can buy everything new ! Hehh

Plus, all this make up stuff has its own expiry date too. I owned a compact powder that I kept for 4 years ! After 4 years, everytime I put it on, I got breakouts. Few times. It means what? It means the powder has bacteria's teritory at it. Thats why most make up items stay less than two years.

So better be careful girls. Dont let it worst when fungus starts to set its tent hehehe

Xoxo,
Wanie

TOO CHOCOLATIES

So today I had a new experience which is I went to Dip n Dip !! And finally I am so blessed with my SES (social economic standard which means something like your financial background) I told my friend that luckily I'm not rich. If I am rich, i'll be eating this dip n dip like weekly I guess. LOL. This statement aired because the next table of us was a family; husband, wife and three small kids (not even primary school yet I guess) And they ordered banyak wehhh 

Eventually we started talk about how bad people nowadays expose kiddos to an unbalanced meal which is obviously not good for their life! Yeah right. We suddenly became a concerned adults Lol.

This dip n dip trip wasnt a planned trip. Initially, we planned to go Flip Out at Kota Damansara nearby my house. But then both of us wear non-sport attire. Then we end up took a lot of calories instead of burning calories. 

Now I feel so bad because my weight has increased due to birthday cakes for the whole week 😭 Then I top up with chocolatessssss OMG. Please pray for my health. Will start diet tomorrow and detox everyday. 

Xoxo,
Wanie

GIRLS PICNIC

Hellooo ! 

So I am beyond excited to share with you guys that I had a picnic with the adilians girls heheh

The most looking-forward activity whenever we picnic is not (only) the food, but the photoshoot session. We have Fathi the best photgrapher everrrrr (Fathi, free service for my wedding in future pls!). 

But what I excited the most just now I had my tudung terbang photoshoot ! And it was really nice and good and ahmaziiingg. Modeling mode turned on. Hahahah 

However, the korum wasnt complete. But I do really love this bunch. They even told that everyone must be bridesmaids on our wedding hahaah #berangan

Before I end, just wanted to have that memories in here; this year's birthday I had three cakes and celebrations <3 font="" nbsp="">

But seriously the most unexpected on was from my Unirazak friend who bought that one whole cake for me when I know she herself dont have enough money #studentproblem 

She said because I wanted that. I didnt say I wanted that kind of surprise, I just said that I miss to have surprises from classmates because during my time in KD10 my darling adilians had so much surprises for me heheheh 

(except the forgot-my-birthday prank in form 3 !!!!!!!).  

Alhamdulillah, for all these. Thank you everyone.

xoxo,
Wanie

p/s: Sweet and short because they complained my blog is too long. KORANG YANG PEMALAS NAK BACA !

MAKE UP

Hello ! 

So today is my first day of semester break but I didnt stay at home bahahah I went to KL because this a girl of mine who finishes her last paper today begged me to see her before she gone back to hometown. So guess what we did ? 

We wanted to try make up I mean the real make up based on our look. At first I thought of going to KLCC because the Sephora there is bigger than the one in Nu Sentral. But then we end up in Sogo because I was lazy ass to walk more lol.

So yeah we got our face make up for free ! Not a single sen used. 

First we went to Bobbi Brown section. The sales girl was so nice. Unfortunately she wasnt well so it wanst really fun. However she did teach us on how to draw eyebrow properly. 

As for me, basically I know all that because I watched tutorial videos a lot like everyday but never tried yet because naahhh malas. 

Then, we went around got free perfume sprayed on us some more hahah 

Lastly, we went to Clinique. The sales person did our eyes part. I was so amazed by the skills he/she (I'm not sure which one) has. S/he did my eyeliner just like you know you're sketching something. But it was really nice and the powder is sooo good ! Just apply a layer and I'm all flawless. Even my jerawat I dont know go where. 

Seriously I am so amazed with the skills. Not even half an hour. 

Aihh ni yang buat nak ada collection make up sendiri ni. Hmmmm 

But to be honest, I dont have learning-makeup-like-a-pro in my 2017 resolutions because I'm only 20 and still young. Yeah 20 is like a 10 year-old girl bahahah #syoksendiri So I dont want my face exposed to heavy make up yet. Plus, I'm not going anywhere like a celebrity that needs a lot of make up, I'm just going to class or stay at home all day err day. 

So I thought I shouldnt be bothered with make up yet but my desire on make up is too strong that sometimes I just feel like buying them but its too pricey for a student like me :'( Living in the heart of KL some more. 

But its okay. Just one year more, wanie ! 

Till then.

Xoxo,

Wanie 

2017 !

Yes, I know I'm so 2000 and late !

Its been 2 weeks ago since the new year. Even my birthday has passed. So here I am wishing you all a very good and happy 2017 !

May your 2017 be a better year for you guys !

Alhamdulillah, after so much of pain in 2015, my 2016 was better and I would say great. Not that I won Oscar or something but alhamdulillah, just good. No more that live or dead battle kind of conflicts. Heheehe. 

The reason why I post late because hehehe I forgot I have blog and I had my final exam this past two weeks. So please forgive me not blog anything. However, I have list down my 2017 resolutions which includes to blog often and never forget my blog again and not to be shy to promote my blog. OMG but I seriously sooooooo shyy to ask people to check out my blog even during my blogging days dulu dulu, my friends are the one who found out. I didnt tell anything heheheh Rindunya wehhhh zaman lagha lagha form 2 dulu. So now I am 20 and being in the two series put me at one side where I should ask myself to become more rajin especially in the domestic course because I am seriously too lazy for all that even it has been 10 years since I always forced to do so (because our last maid ran away with parents' money and mom's jewellary so my mom said no more then I became the maid errgghhh)

Other than being more diligent in domesticity, I also hope that I get my ass off from my comfort zone and start do things that I wish I did and taking part with the world around me. I have been so reserve since my days in maktab due to insecurity and lack of confidence. So this year's resolution I want to start take part and gain back my 'datin' confident-city (new word created LOL) and embrace them in blessed way. Talk about 'datin' thingy, I have this one desire where I really wanna do make up I mean I did once, and I look ood so I really wanna embrace that but make up stuff are waaayyyyy too expensive so I guess I just do a bit of touch up not the whole profesional-like make up yet. Plus, dont you think its too young for a 20 year-old girl to have a heavy make up right ? I want to look good for the rest of my life with this natural beauty hehehe (trying to convince myself) 

Lastly, my 2017 resolution, I would say this is the biggest and crucial one. I want to drive more ! I mean I do have my license but I cant drive. Because I'm a chicken ! *crying out a pail* It is not that I am chicken as in chicken cock cock cock but chicken as in coward. Seriously. Huaaaaaaaa ! My P license expires this March so it means I am legally entitled for full license but I still cant drive properly :'( This is due to so much drama I had everytime I drive. So I kinda traumatised ? Ermm not really trauma but just coward. After all, it is a learning process aint. Plus, driving needs practice you cant pass JPJ test and then saying you are pro enough to drive (that what I used to think of) You still need to practically hands on and polish the driving skills *talking to mirror* Lagi la dengan Malaysian drivers yang Mashaa Allah! TOO NICE ! never give signal, never look at side mirror always want to speed everywhere. Hello people, chill okay. The road is not all yours. We pay tax together by the way. 

So those are 2017 resolutions that I feel like sharing with you people. I have a lot more though but lets keep it secret. Once it is achieved, then everyone will know because surely I'll post on instagram and may be blog maybe ? hehehe My first resolution to blog often remember. I want to have that feeling I had during form 2 when I blog everything. But the posts has been deleted. Somehow I a bit like regret because we can read back though. Well you know changing hormones hahahah thats why I delete them because I thought at age 18 I was matured enough to not let people know how I was during my teenager life. But today, at age 20 I thought my 18 year old me still was kiddos. Its okay kids if you going through or went through the same thing as long as we learn to mature ourselves day to day or month to month or year to year. 

So thats all for now till we meet again!

xoxo,
Wanie

MRSM PENGKALAN HULU PART 2

Okay sambung pasal Maktab.

Sekarang nak cerita pasal pelajaran. Dekat mrsm ni sama je macam tempat lain dari segi pelajaran. start 7.30-2.30. Macam biasa je takda beza. Cuma bezanya kau belajar dekat MRSM. So compete la dengan budak pandai pandai. Lagi nak cakap pasal koko. Koko pun sama macam sekolah biasa. Ada unit uniform, kelab/persatuan dan permainan. unit uniform ni best sebab baju uniform dapat free ! hehehehe setiap minggu ada unit uniform hari rabu petang. So bila ada koko, automatic takda la prep. And setiap rabu kena pakai baju uniform masa pergi kelas pagi tu. Wajibz. Then hari khamis pulak ada permainan dengan kelab. Yang ni gilir gilir. Contoh khamis ni kelab, khamis next week permainan pulak. Selalunya bila ada koko ni, agak rushing la. Habis kelas pukul 2.30, pastu pukul 3.15 kena roll call sebelum start koko pukul 3.30. So pepandai la bahagi masa. Duduk asrama ni adik adik kena pandai bahagi masa sendiri.
Bangunan akademik best sebab dua tingkat je. Ground floor dengan first floor. Jangan bagi alasan letih naik tangga ! 😡 Pastu buku buku semua boleh simpan dalam kelas. Ada locker atau boleh simpan dekat laci meja. So takyah la bawak beg berat berat. Lelaki selalunya sangat bagus. Dia tinggalkan semua buku dalam kelas. Pergi kelas bawa diri je. Pastu masa prep baru buat homework. Kalau asrama ada 4 tingkat. Letih la siapa duduk aras 3. Hahahaha Lagi lagi bulan puasa. Mashaa Allah sisturrr. Nanti lain masa sembang pasal bulan puasa pulak la.

Cikgu cikgu semua pun baik. Inshaa Allah. Boleh jadi macam kawan lagi. Mrsm pengkalan Hulu ni semua serba serbi dekat. Satu je yang jauh; gate maktab hahahaha serious. Nak pergi gate maktab tu Mashaa Allah letih boh. lagi lagi bila balik bercuti. Kena angkut beg bagasi memasing dari dewan. Bas selalu berhenti dekat dewan maktab. Nanti kau masuk kau tahu la erti perit jerih. Cakap pasal cuti, kalau awak duduk KL, Kelantan, Ipoh akan ada bas pihak maktab sediakan. Tapi bayar la. Rasanya bas tu depends pada permintaan students jugak. kalau ramai nak, ada la bas. Tapi orang KL/Selangor jangan risau bas pasti ada. Jangan ingat ceruk di hutan takda orang KL/Selangor ehh. Tiap tahun separuh batch orang KL/Selangor untuk intake form 4. Intake form 1 tak ramai, tapi ada. Kat KL bas stop dekat Masjid Wilayah, Jalan Duta. Ataupun stesyen bas Jalan Duta.

DRESS CODE
Okay ni penting.
Maktab ni simple je mana mana maktab pun sama je. Baju yang boleh pakai t-shirt lengan panjang dan tutup punggung dan tak ketat. Untuk waktu waktu biasa. Lelaki lengan pendek. Pastu lelaki kena ada t-shirt yang ada collar. Seluar slack laki pompuan kena ada. Baju maktab tu tahu la kan warna biru dengan beige. Tudung warna putih. Selain putih, hanya tudung hitam yang jahit tengah je boleh. Bawal ke crepe ke instant neelofa ke shawl kek nis ke warna warni rambu ramba semua simpan dekat rumah. Skirt flowy, palazzo, khakis, jeans, segala jenis fashionable attire simpan kat rumah. Pastu perempuan kena ada kain dalam. Wajib. Kadang kadang warden check ada pakai kain dalam ke tak. Serkup kepala pakai yang standard size warna putih atau hitam. Inner syria ke palestine ke indonesia snow cap semua tu tak boleh. Stokin warna hitam beli banyak sikit. Kena selalu pakai. Setiap kali keluar dari aspuri, kena pakai stokin. Selipar pakai dekat asrama je. So bawa la satu sandal atau flat shoes. Kasut maktab kasut kulit warna hitam. Kasut sukan pun kena ada. Baju kurung/baku melayu wajib ada. Baju kurung okayyy bukan kebaya. Ingat awak datang nak study. Bukan nak bergaya.

Roll call takyah cerita la. Nanti ampa tahu jugaak. Pastu apa lagi ? hmmm Haaa sistem pelajaran pakai semester. Ada pointer. Semester ni sebenarnya sama je macam sekolah punya penggal penggal tu. Lek je. Tapi pointer tu make sure daebak. Kalau dapat 3.5, dapat la hadiah pergi mana mana yang pengetua nak bagi. Masa hakak form 5 dulu sem 1 dapat 3.5 so merasa dibawa ke Pulau Pinang nama tempatnya Escape. Srs best ! Tapi hakak ni gayat, so hmm not a good place. Ada jugak pergi Gua apa tah dekat Perlis. Banyak la tempat jalan maktab bawa. Tapi takda la nak pi KL. hahahaha setakat area utara tu je. So belajar leklok. Camera boleh bawa gais so tangkap gambar banyak banyak. Dalam kelas pun boleh je bawa camera. Tapi sorok sorok la. Jangan masa cikgu tengah ajar, main camera. marah la cikgu. Dekat dm ada tv. So nak tengok akasia tu boleh la. Tapi untuk perempuan yang period je la. Sebab masa akasia tu waktu maghrib semua kena duduk surau. Perempuan period duduk dm. Tak boleh duduk asrama okayyy.

Dekat asrama ada basikal. Kena sewa la. sejam singgit kot. tak ingat. Boleh la korang naik basikal pepagi hari sabtu lepas breakfast. Serious best. Pagi pagi orang semua sambung tidur, naik basikal round maktab. Sejuuuukkk je. Srs PH tu sejuuukkk. Masa zaman hakak pepagi ada kabus ! Pernah sekali tu suhu sampai 18 degree celcius. Memang beku weh. Air nak mandi pagi tu macam mandi ais batu. Tapi takda la all the time sejuk. Ada je panas. Tapi bila panas memang terik. Sebab maktab kita atas bukit. So sila la bawa comforter untuk pagi yang sejuuuuuukkk. Selimut maktab nipis.

Rasanya tu jelah. Kalau ada pape nak tanya email la atau drop comments. Saya dengan senang hati akan reply. Inshaa Allah. Thank you! All the best adik adik. And Congrats dapat mrsm :)

MRSM PENGKALAN HULU. HI JUNIORS!

Hello !

I found out that my post about MRSM Pengkalan Hulu previously got lots of views. So I guess some of you got offered to MRSM Pengkalan Hulu would want to know more ?  Here's a special post for your request juniors !

So basically I was batch 2013/2014 and as far as I concern, after I left theres a lot of improvement in all aspects. So you may found out differences between my post and Maktab now. To introduce, in mrsm, we call our school 'maktab' so I'll be using a lot of maktab okay. And I'll change my language to Malay easier for you to understand.

Mrsm Pengkalan Hulu ni agak ceruk di pedalaman somewhere dekat Perak. To be honest, Maktab PH ni sangat best. I mean geographically best ! Sebab dia jauh dari kawasan bandar (since I membesar dekat bandar so its a new life for me). Okay. Secara jujurnya I dont know how to start! hahahaa sooo awkward.
Okay la just sebut je randomly. Kepada adik adik atau parents yang risau kes buli, jangan risau dekat maktabPH takda kes buli. Sebab memang kalau ada pape pasal buli memang terus akan dipanggil ke JDRM/JDM (singkatan untuk unit kes disiplin) Tak tahu la apa nama penuh dia. Dulu pernah tanya budak lama tapi tak ingat. Ohh and dekat maktab memang banyak shortform so kena tanya la kalau tak tahu pape. Contoh macam DM (dewan makan) bukan dm yang instagram tu! BA (blok akademik), HR ( homeroom), Banyak lagi la. tu antaranya.
Okay next cerita pasal homeroom. Homeroom ni merupakan sistem keluarga angkat yang hanya ada di mrsm je. Maktab lain pun ada. Nama hr dekat PH ni based on nama penasihat hr which is cikgu cikgu maktab. Satu hr maksimum 15 orang students same batch dan sorang penasihat. Penasihat ni la nanti akan jadi ayah angkat / mak angkat korang. Macam hakak dulu penasihat ustaz so basically we had ayah angkat. serious best hr ni! Banyak aktiviti korang akan buat together so better berkawan dan terima each other like real siblings. Kalau dekat maktab PH, ahli hr diorang tentukan based on class. Setiap kelas ada 30 orang max, so basically dalam satu kelas tu ada dua hr. Setiap semester, akan ada minggu aktiviti. Yang ni sumpah best! Masa ni la kau nak lupakan semua homework/result exam / buku/ stress belajar semuanya! Sebab minggu aktiviti ni memang special nak bagi chance untuk semua main. Kemeriahan minggu aktiviti ni depends pada BWP (Badan Wakil Pelajar) macamana diorang plan aktiviti. Masa ni la kau akan burn teruk dik oii. Masa ni la bilik kau akan sepah macam tongkang pecah kalau tak pandai manage. Sebab memang dari pagi sampai malam ada aktiviti. Of course ada boleh balik bilik dalam tengahari centu tapi selalunya orang tidur je sebab penat. Anyway, asrama merupakan kawasan larangan kalau ada kelas/ aktiviti. Masa minggu aktiviti ni jangan harap la engko nak sambung tidur lepas subuh sampai petang No way! Setiap kali nak pergi kelas/waktu solat (solat wajib jemaah dekat surau. Tak boleh solat dalam dorm)/ waktu riadah/waktu prep semua waktu akan ada countdown kosongkan asrama. So kalau lambat turun dari asrama ada la denda yang menanti.

Benda paling penting ! Handphone. Iphone 7 / plus awak tu takpayah la bawak. Korang cuma boleh pakai phone harga kurang dari rm100 je! yang memang boleh buat call dan sms. Dan alarm. Hahahah. Mp3 boleh bawak. Handphone tu pun boleh pakai weekend je. Hari jumaat lepas habis kelas dalam 12.30, president kelas akan ambil handphone satu kelas dari cikgu yang bertugas. Ada satu bilik khas. Depa simpan ikut kelas. So kena ada bag la untuk simpan phone. pastu phone tu kena register tau. Nanti ada sticker besar siap ada nama dan nombor maktab. So kalau korang outing, pegang phone je dari jauh boleh nampak sticker tu ! Hahahaha kitorang masa 2014 sticker warna hijau. Memula malu gak la. Lama lama tu dah jadi kebanggaan okay. Hahahaha. Pastu nak pulang balik phone hari ahad malam isnin masa prep. Prep ni singkatan untuk preparation class. Basically masa ni macam time untuk study ke buat homework ke. Dekat Highlanderz (nama glamour mrsm pengkalan hulu) prep dekat kelas. Jangan risau guys, BA dengan asrama sangat dekat. so takda hal balik bilik pukul 11 malam tu. Okay prep ni ada setiap hari isnin sampai khamis pukul 3.30-4.30 petang dan malam lepas isyak sampai 11 malam. Hari jumaat paling syiok sebab habis kelas ada fardhu ain pastu zohor pastu makan pastu boleh tiduuuuurrrrr. Untuk perempuan la. Lelaki kena pi solat jumaat dekat masjid KL (Kuak Luar okay bukan kolumpor hahaha) Pastu prep ada hari ahad pagi (9.30-12) tapi start 8.30 pagi ada kelas hafazan. Kena hafal surah. Form1-3 surah juzuk 30 , form 4 - as Sajadah dan al Insan, form 5 Al mulk dan yasin. Haa pe lagi. Get ready. Tak hafal, takboleh graduasi. Maktab pun ada graduasi hokayyy.
Makan jangan risau makcik pakcik. Ada 5 kali sehari. And masa zaman iolls makan dia mashaa Allah. Beberapa kali je makan ikan jaket. Yang lain ikan keli, ikan kembung, daging mashaa Allah, sungguh lazat ! Tapi of course langit tak selalunya cerah so akan ada la masa bila kau akan rasa tak sedap menu hari tu. So thats why kita ada cafe. Cafe maktab serious daebak. macam kafe kat luar. Selalu yang kaya kaya tiap hari la pi beli kafe. Koop pun ada kalau rasa taknak makan dm taknak makan kafe. Tapi makan ni ada timing dia tau. Kalau lambat, kebuluq la hang. tunggu la time makan seterusnya. Pasal outing, every week gilir gilir pelajar lelaki dengan perempuan. Outing yang dibenarkan sensorang hari jumaat je lepas zohor. Hari sabtu and ahad kena ada parents atau sesiapa la baru boleh outing. Selalunya kami pi dua tempat ja; pekan pengkalan hulu (ada kfc) dengan pekan baling (ada pizza) haaa saja highlight fast food. Pekan PH tu jalan kaki pun sampai. Pekan baling kena call teksi. Nombor teksi no worries. Mintak je senior. Selain itu, petang petang boleh beriadah. dia ada dua padang tapi dua dua selalu di conquer lelaki. Main bola sepak. Ehh tah la dik. senang cerita semua kawasan permainan selalu di conquer lelaki. So gadis gadis selalunya duduk tepi padang sambil pegang buku tengok crush main. Acah study. Ada gak jenis tak sabr nak makan, duduk siap siap study dekat dm. satgi pukul 6 dia hidang makanan, terus semua kerumun makanan.

Serious weh maktab PH ni best. Tapi selalu orang kata zaman maktab ni macam neraka sebab diorang tu selalu dimanjakan dekat rumah. Tu yang tak biasa. And maybe sebab peraturan agak ketat. Highlanderz maktab kedua mempunyai peraturan ketat. Tapi akak survive je. Ada yang dari form 1 tu lagi la elok je sihat wal afiat sampai habis spm. Belum cuba belum tahu. Ni akak nak pesan kat adik adik yang bakal masuk highlanderz. Kita pergi tempat orang, kena ikut cara orang. Bila berjauhan dengan family memang akan sedih. Tapi adik adik kena pandai cari kawan. Make friends to avoid homesick. Challenge diri hampa untuk tinggal sana. Especially kalau rasa macam nak berubah menjadi muslim yang lebih baik, mohon la pergi PH. Inshaa Allah, semuanya dipermudahkan sebab memang selalu di tekankan pasal agama. Tu je kot. Nanti sambung entry lain pulak.

Pray For Wannie

Dear diary,
Can you teach me how to not fall in love ? I mean its not the time yet. I'm just 19 (well 2 months more to become 20) and I'm still studying. Urgghhh just not yet okayy. It distracts me 😢

Anyway, I would like to announce that I want to start my diet 👉👈 Please support ! I know my friends would say "Nahh, I heard that since I wasnt born yet" But this time I'm serious bout it. Just like how serious I was during Ramadhan. I hope so. I have two months left for this semester. And three weeks holiday. I hope at least when I start my next semester at least my weight is normal. Pray for Wannie ! May my wish comes true. 

Friday thought

Hello beautiful angels! 

Salam Jumaat guys. Its Fridayy ! And I'm so dead ! This means that in 2 days there'll be no holiday for me anymore. What to do....... Thats life as a student. Face it, chicken! Even while holiday, I'm not holiday-ing. Duhhh assignments.

You know what I would like to share with you something. Last semester break, I had 6 weeks of break. And thats the longest semester break. Because normal semester break only for two or three weeks. Because of short semester, then I had a longer break. What I wanted to share is my last break was freaking bored ! Yess people. It was so freaking bored. Then, I got a job as sales assistant for a book fair for two weeks. And I really love my two weeks life. Though I went out at 8.30am and I came back at 11pm and it went on for two weeks, I really love it. I just love how I made myself busy. And that moment I really enjoy doing it. Then came to my mind; I want to stay busy for the rest of my life. I pray that I wont encounter with the same boredem I had before. 

Then I guess my prayer accepted; this semester, I got 8 subjects and one of it is a community service (basically we have to find the venue, do charity event to collect money and plan what to do at the house we chose and whatever includes). Anddd I am also part of a committee for a club in my university. And guess whattt the club I'm joining in is having so much trouble because the old committee left us hanging. Just pass everything like files, equipments and stuffs like that. They were like 'Okay guys. We're giving up ! Here are the files everything inside. Anything you want to know refer the files. So just do whatever you want to do'. And thats not the end of it. Theres a lot more management problem in the club. So basically it kinda stressed me out because I have to cope with my 8 subjects and the club and the community service. Lucky, in the community service team theres a friend who'll ensure the team is moving came in. If not, I'll the person to decide everything. Because I'm such a controller. Lol. Okay. I admit. 

What I'm trying to say here is dont hope for what you actually cant cope with it. For example, me. I know I cant cope with too much pressure, then I asked for that pressure. Wadehek! Whatever happens to you is the best for you. Like my boring semester break last time, I can do something else tho. Its just me myself waiting for the happiness to come. No no no ! You must seek for it. Not wait for it.

 So to future Winnie, remember! When boring life comes, do whatever makes your day productive ! Dont let the boredness fills the empty spaces. Okay, drama. Okay bye.

Random Night thought

I think this may be a cheesy post. But urgghhh I cant help it!

Theres this someone who always menyibuk in my mind. I dont know why. I always feel that I want that moment when we bump each other. Oh my God 😥 Please dont say I'm in love or whatever. Because we never talk to each other. Just that awkward eye to eye glances a few times and thats it. Sheshhhh! I hate this feeling! Its really disturbing me. I cannoooottt. That feeling of wanting to talk to that someone. Because I know I wont be able to talk him. Because theres no a need for us to talk. One thing that you people should know is he is from the same university, but not a student 😳

A comeback ?

Hello Happy Winnie readers !

I'm excited to announce  you that I'll be updating this blog againnn ! Yeayyyy
Since I cant log out this blog from my phone, so I'll just stick with this blog okies. I hope you dont mind with my past posts. Ehe he he

So how's your day going peeps ? Well as for me currently I'm having my one week holiday. Middle of semester break. But I'm not enjoying my holiday while goyang kaki liddat. I have tons of assignments to be submitted next week huhuhu #PrayForHappyWinnie

Thats how life works anyway. You wont get roses without the torns. Though you're enjoying life to the fullest, theres always that unenjoyable moment to balance your life. However, you can always make the unenjoyable moment to a precious moment that when you take a look back, you'll smile.

Woww I'm starting my comeback post with an inspirational post hahaha! Inspirational much ? lewls

I guess thats enough to be a comeback post. Till we meet again (now its like an informal letter to a long distance friend 😝) (It is for my long distance friend. HIII NABIHAH ASIHIN *waving hands*)

Heyyaa !

Basically this is my first time post untuk tahun ni. Lewl.

I dont wanna talk much. I just wanna say that sometimes whatever you feel you dont like it, yet it still comes to you, do know that it may be the best for you. So chill :)


Love, Wanie !

Why bad things happen to me ?

Assalamualaikum :)
Hoping you're doing fine there.
Today I just wanna do some self reminder. To be honest I've been hit by all those things that stressed me out these few weeks. From family, friends, old friends, classes everything ! I dont know what went wrong. I'm not complaining. But as I said its just a self reminder. I know everyone is facing their own probs too. But lets take a minute and ask question like Why all these happen ? Sometimes especially Muslims who (should) practice Islam we are tend to focus on worldly lifestyle. When we have what we want, sometimes we may forget The One that grant our wish. Or if you ever forget The Almighty, maybe because you lack of any ibadah to increase your Imaan.

The problems :""(

Pernah tak rasa macam nak berubah jadi baik macam orang orang yang alim yang warak yet they have a happy life, |Tapi you yang baru nak berubah, tetiba bila terlintas nak berubah, tons of sadness pulak hit you ? Like one by one the loved ones left. Basically thats what I'm encountering now. Sedih kannn ? So somehow and somewhat I'm wondering why all these happening to me. It is not that they leave me in terms of dead, they left me hanging alone. Bertambah sedih kannn ? So just now a thought has come out in my mind where I think I pernah bebetul niat tak nak follow norms of many students here (which is obviously a bad behavior). I mean I wanna be someone who can lead others to the way of Islam. Then right after I have the intentions, that is when those yang rapat with me during my first semester missing. One by one withdrew (mostly because got better offer) and if they are still around we are not in the same tutorial class, The thing is when we are not in the same tutorial class, meaning we have less time together. And those who are the same class with me in the tutorial class are mostly those who I am kind of awkward to mingle around. Because they are in one gang which I'm not one of them. So yeah itu pasal classmates. But there are waaaay a lot more that left me up until now.

The solutions :)

So only just now I got the thought that maybe they arent good to be with me when I wanna be a better person. Maybe with them around me, I cant change myself. Sebab if you come to  think of it, everything that happened or are happening are from Allah. He is the one who set your life. Things wont happen if He didnt will it to happen. So remember. Whatever happens, hold on tight to Him. I believe on a quote that says "You cant have the roses without the thorns". It comes in a perfect package. Therefore, if any destruction comes in your journey to a happiness life, just deal with it.
Besides at your age now, surely you will face so many things that will come ahead (if umur panjang, Inshaa Allah) Make it wise. If you cant handle them now, how youre gonna handle those that are coming. Doesnt mind what kind of test that being tested on you, semuanya Allah bagi atas kemampuan kita. Within our limit. So face it okay guys !
So yeah dont afraid to make a change. Things happen for reasons. Live happily even in sadness life :) [Sila fahamkan ayat bebetul]

With that, I thank you.
Till we meet again, xoxo
Assalamualaikum.