Yes, I know I'm so 2000 and late !
Its been 2 weeks ago since the new year. Even my birthday has passed. So here I am wishing you all a very good and happy 2017 !
May your 2017 be a better year for you guys !
Alhamdulillah, after so much of pain in 2015, my 2016 was better and I would say great. Not that I won Oscar or something but alhamdulillah, just good. No more that live or dead battle kind of conflicts. Heheehe.
The reason why I post late because hehehe I forgot I have blog and I had my final exam this past two weeks. So please forgive me not blog anything. However, I have list down my 2017 resolutions which includes to blog often and never forget my blog again and not to be shy to promote my blog. OMG but I seriously sooooooo shyy to ask people to check out my blog even during my blogging days dulu dulu, my friends are the one who found out. I didnt tell anything heheheh Rindunya wehhhh zaman lagha lagha form 2 dulu. So now I am 20 and being in the two series put me at one side where I should ask myself to become more rajin especially in the domestic course because I am seriously too lazy for all that even it has been 10 years since I always forced to do so (because our last maid ran away with parents' money and mom's jewellary so my mom said no more then I became the maid errgghhh)
Other than being more diligent in domesticity, I also hope that I get my ass off from my comfort zone and start do things that I wish I did and taking part with the world around me. I have been so reserve since my days in maktab due to insecurity and lack of confidence. So this year's resolution I want to start take part and gain back my 'datin' confident-city (new word created LOL) and embrace them in blessed way. Talk about 'datin' thingy, I have this one desire where I really wanna do make up I mean I did once, and I look ood so I really wanna embrace that but make up stuff are waaayyyyy too expensive so I guess I just do a bit of touch up not the whole profesional-like make up yet. Plus, dont you think its too young for a 20 year-old girl to have a heavy make up right ? I want to look good for the rest of my life with this natural beauty hehehe (trying to convince myself)
Lastly, my 2017 resolution, I would say this is the biggest and crucial one. I want to drive more ! I mean I do have my license but I cant drive. Because I'm a chicken ! *crying out a pail* It is not that I am chicken as in chicken cock cock cock but chicken as in coward. Seriously. Huaaaaaaaa ! My P license expires this March so it means I am legally entitled for full license but I still cant drive properly :'( This is due to so much drama I had everytime I drive. So I kinda traumatised ? Ermm not really trauma but just coward. After all, it is a learning process aint. Plus, driving needs practice you cant pass JPJ test and then saying you are pro enough to drive (that what I used to think of) You still need to practically hands on and polish the driving skills *talking to mirror* Lagi la dengan Malaysian drivers yang Mashaa Allah! TOO NICE ! never give signal, never look at side mirror always want to speed everywhere. Hello people, chill okay. The road is not all yours. We pay tax together by the way.
So those are 2017 resolutions that I feel like sharing with you people. I have a lot more though but lets keep it secret. Once it is achieved, then everyone will know because surely I'll post on instagram and may be blog maybe ? hehehe My first resolution to blog often remember. I want to have that feeling I had during form 2 when I blog everything. But the posts has been deleted. Somehow I a bit like regret because we can read back though. Well you know changing hormones hahahah thats why I delete them because I thought at age 18 I was matured enough to not let people know how I was during my teenager life. But today, at age 20 I thought my 18 year old me still was kiddos. Its okay kids if you going through or went through the same thing as long as we learn to mature ourselves day to day or month to month or year to year.
So thats all for now till we meet again!
xoxo,
Wanie