Bangkitlah Manusia Sekalian !

Hye Assalamualaikum :)

Sebenarnya tak tahu macam mana nak start since dah lama sangat sangat tak blogging. Last post was on september *garu kepala*
Sebenarnyakan bila baca balik, malu pula letak post macam yang last post tu. Hahah
Because I was imagining my classmates baca my blog *insert emoticon menangis* Sebenarnya I never told anybody at maktab that I have a blog. It was not until I dont how some of them knew my blog. Lepas tu beberapa hari lepas ada seorang hamba Allah insert my blog url dalam group whatsapp kelas. I was so overwhelmed. Hanya mampu mengharapkan takda siapa yang nak layan url blog yang perasan datin tu. Dah la post september tu macam (insert not-so-inappropriate word).

Okayy, lupakan.
Tadi baru je baca balik semua post dari awal-awal and what I realized banyak sangat post masa zaman kanak-kanak ribena a.k.a. zaman jahiliyyah dulu yang aku dah delete. And I'm happy with it. And actually tadi nak sign in blog tapi dia tulis wrong username/password. Rasa macam nak menangis tadi. Sekali tetiba nak try login balik, terus ke dashoard. Menyampahnya rasa sebab dah buang masa buat recovery pebenda tah.
Masa tu dah terfikir nak buat blog baru. Since aku pun sebenarnya taknak sesiapa ambil tahu siapa aku dan apa aku buat pada masa zaman kanak-kanak ribena dulu. Because I am really not proud with that.

So pesanan kepada sesiapa sahaja yang membaca, next time when you're about to post something, check first before you publish to public. Don't be like me now. Actually I feel ashame to say this but I don't want any of you do the same thing as what I did.
Okayy, to make it clear. I take facebook as an example since most of people still using it and that social network paling banyak gambar zaman kanak-kanak ribena dulu. I guess you get the point there. As you know how I am not proud at all with zaman kannak-kanak ribena tu, so I've been trying to delete all the pictures. Unfortunately, most of the pictures was in my friends' album. I dont know how to say this thing to them. So I sent a facebook report asked them to remove the pictures. But it seems to be failed. Not a respond I received from them. That made me sad. Thats why I'm not updated with facebook. Once a while I login to see what notifications I get and maybe some of my friends and family members posts. And thats it. And every time I'm in facebook, I'll look up to the photos I was tagged in. As I saw there are still the photos of mine that I don't like it to be there, I'll be disappointed and it really really made me upset.

Maybe you might ask yourself why should I be upset with it. Let me remind you of something that I was told by a form 4 BADAR during our Fardhu Ain class about 'dosa sepanjang masa'.
It was like a wake up call from The Lord. Actually, I've deleting those things since early of the year. And by the time the BADAR said it, I was in the situation of fed up and just let it there. Why am I telling you this ? As I said, I don't want you guys to feel the hardness and the stressness of dosa sepanjang masa tu.
I did ask someone what if we've tried to take the photos down, but it still there. He said it was okay because you have tried. but please never stop trying. And keep praying. That what he said.

Nak tahu why am I take this things seriously ? Because I'm imagining what will happen to me if I died.

Sepatutnya pahala amalan kita harapkan untuk terus disalurkan dalam kubur nanti, tapi disebabkan gambar yang satu tapi ditatapi oleh berjuta dan mungkin berbillion orang mausia, tak pasal-pasal dosa pula dapat. Apa yang aku nak tunjuk dekat Tuhan aku nanti di padang mahsyar ?

Ye, bunyinya sangat menggerunkan sebenarnya. Kalau belajar bebetul bab ni, kau akan rasa betapa tak layaknya sebenarnya kita untuk nak dapatkan syurga. Sebab masa dekat mahsyar nanti, semua akan buat pelbagai cara untuk nak dapat pahala lebih supaya tak dihumban ke neraka. Masa tu lah akan ada orang yang mungkin kita tak kenal datang menuntut hak dia yang kita tak tunaikan. Ada abang senior kata orang tu mungkin ahli keluarga, jiran (kena ingat jiran ialah orang yang tinggal berdekatan sehingga 40 buah rumah ke kiri, kanan, depan, belakang, atas dan bawah dari rumah kita), kawan dan orang sekeliling. Sebenarnya aku pun tak berapa faham sangat pasal orang-orang ni, tapi boleh nampak la sikit la. Hak tu merangkumi semua. Mungkin dia miskin, kita ada duit lebih, tapi kita tak tolong dia.

Sangat menakutkan sebenarnya bila cerita bab akhirat ni. Tapi kenapa aku ni masih lagi leka dengan dunia. Haihhh. Sedih sebenarnya. Jadi, sama-samalah muhasabah diri. Kadang aku rasa beruntung sebab aku ada seorang kawan yang suka ingatkan aku supaya tak tinggal solat, baca Quran setiap hari semua semua tu. Tapi sayang, dia lelaki. Hehh. Masa awal-awal cuti tu lagilah. Setiap pagi dia text aku, kejut suruh solat tahajjud la kononnya tapi aku ni tidur mati. Memang tak la bangun sebab text tu. Sejak dua menjak ni, Alhamdulillah, dah jarang text, busy maybe. Hahah. Tapi tak tahu la lepas ni cemana. Mungkin ada yang akan kata untunglaaahhhhh ada lelaki care. But heyy, to me it is not an untunglahhh at all. Sebab aku ambil jalan selamat. To me, between lelaki dan perempuan tak pernah ada istilah kawan baik/kawan rapat dan sebangsa dengannya. Sebab either one, akan ada yang fall in love. Ada orang tak setuju dengan ayat tu. Tapi kisah pulak I ? Hahah. Nak lawan hujah, meh datang sini. Kita lawan cara debat profesional..

Okay, it's late already.
Selamat malam dunia *insert emoticon lambai tangan*
Last for tonight, I'm sorry if this post disturbs your mood. I accidentally tertype pasal tu. Sebebarnya nak tanya apa khabar je. Nak say hye to my classmates yang ingkar perintah aku. Hahah. I told them don't try to visit my blog. Tapi tah la. Manusia. Ketegaq.

Okayy bye.
Assalaamualaikum :)
Peace No War. Spread the love ;)

My Precious !

Assalamualaikum :)

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya everyoneeee ! Today is 5th Syawal masih lagi belum terlambat kann ? Okay, don't waste readers' time, Hazwani. Okay, lets start.

Di sebuah perkampungan ada sepohon pokok. Okay habis. No. Wait.
kkkkkk serious.

This post I would like to dedicate to my beloved friends of Adillians. Wallahi, I really miss you guys. And the video that Meor made really burst me into tears. I was so wrong thought that you guys may forget me. Ha ha ha. When I watched the video I was so so so feel like I want to go backkk !! Tapi bila baca Meor punya description dekat facebook tu made me realized we have only a few months to go for SPM. And that's what we are waiting for. That is our main goal of school. So tak jadi nak balik. Sebab biar jadi epic lepas lamaaa tak jumpa pastu jumpa balik and everyone will be like " Awakkk, lamanya tak jumpa " " Youuu, I miss you " and blablablablablaaaaaa

Meeting you guys is a fate. Knowing you guys also a fate. But being friends with you guys is my own choice. Yes, I know sometimes its so frustrating and full of depression to be with you guys lol tapi sebenarnya itu yang buat relationship kita lebih utuh. Btw, first impression nampak video tu 'mesti tak banyak gambar kami yang dah keluar ni :((((' TAPI bila first gambar ada muka sendiri terus macam :0 ;) :) :D :DDDDDDD :''''''')) hahah something like that laaa.. You know my expression kan macam teruk dan huduh gila. AHHHHHHHHHHHH ! rindu gila. Actually I miss how myself being like badut with friends. Dekat PH saya pemalu so I'm not so badut as how I'm with you guys. 

"Nikmat yang paling berharga selepas nikmat iman dan islam adalah memiliki SAHABAT yang soleh. 

Jika kamu mendapati kewujudan kasih sayng dengannya, maka peganglah ia bersungguh-sungguh"

Tapi takpe ! Things happen for reasons. Ada hikmah dan hikmaknya I learned how to be more apprecitive. Learn to appreciate your family, your friends, your environment and most important thing is appreciate yourself. Kita hidup tak lama. Setiap tetamu yang datang rumah kita akan balik ke rumah dia jugak. So do people who enters your life will leave you, so dont really bother about people left but the matter is how they leave you. Is it with your heart full of pain or full of proud ? Because even shadows leave you. Urgghhh, dah kenapa wani cakap pasal peninggalan ni ?

Ukhwah fillah abadan abada, Adillians :)Bi iznillah.

Okay, tamat la sudah sesi luahan perasaan saya yang selami ini disimpan bersama memori kita bersama.
Here I would like to share the video that Meor made that also made me burst into tears.
heheh, takpe kannn ? :) Enjoyyyy !
Bye, Assalamualaikum :)

Ukhwah fillah abadan abada, Adillians, :)

LAILATULQADR

Salam alayk ya habbi ya maulana !

Cheers, people. Selamat menyambut Nuzul Al-Quran :) 
Alhamdulillahhi rabbil 'alamin we still given another chance to breath this beautiful grace which is oxygen in this dunya. 
Alhamdulillah too as we still live in a new day of ramadhan. We got the chance to make another ibadah for Allah in this merciful month. Mashaa Allah, Alhamdulillah. 

*10 mins later*
hewhew. Theres a lot of idea in my head but none of them can be translated in writing form. 
Bismillahirrahmanirrahi.

Alright. First and foremost, today is 17th of ramadhan. We are about to approach the last 10 days of ramadhan which are known as hari pembebasan dari api neraka. If you still do't know, let me tell you taht the first 10 ramadhan is known as Rahmat. Hari di mana Allah memberi rahmat yakni kasih sayangnya kepada hamba-hambaNya yang beribadah. Manakala 10 hari pada pertengahan merupakan hari pengampunan di mana Allah Azza Wajalla memberi pengampunan kepada mereka yang beribadah dan memohon keampunan kepadaNya. Dan 10 hari yang terakhir, seperti yang telah dinyatakan ia merupakan hari pembebasan dari api neraka. 

Jadi kepada anda yang terlepas mendapatkan 10 hari pertama usah gundah gulana. Gunalah peluang yang ada pada hari ini dan kemudiannya sebagai ganti. Untuk 10 hari pertengahan yang masih berbaki 2/3 hari lagi, gunakan sebaiknya. Dan kejarlah 10 hari terakhir agar kita terselamat dari api neraka. Dan terdapat setangah ulama mengatakan Lailatulqadar terdapat pada 10 malam terakhir. Ada juga ulama yang kata malam ke-27 dan ada juga yang kata pada malam pertama. Tak kisahlah bila pun, yang penting tugas beribadah kepada Allah Azza Wajala. Mhon dipertemukan dengan Lailatulqadar kerana pada malam tersebut hanya orang tertentu je yang diberi hint oleh Allah swt. 

Okay itu sahaja sedikit tazkirah :p
Okay, bye. Nak berkemas pulang ke maktab. I feel excited to go back since dekat sini nak beribadah tu sangat terganggu. May Allah grant us His mercy to us in this merciful month. 
Bye.
Assalamualaikum :)

Ihya' Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum :)

Heyyo, Alhamdulillah we meet again. Yeayyy, today is 29 of Shaaban. In shaa Allah, the day after tomorrow we will celebrate our first Ramadhan. So, to Muslims, lets make this Ramadhan better than that in the past. Make this Ramadhan a platform for us to improve ourselves because at this month there is no syaitan anywhere. So, the only enemy that we must against to is our lust (nafsu).

I would like to share a thing which I experienced it by myself. When we are fasting, actually you are in the process of controlling your lust. How to say errrr.. before that, allow ne to speak Malay :)

Okay, bila kita puasa sebenarnya kita sedang mengawal nafsu daripada mengawal diri kita. Yes. Faham tak ? I hope you do undesrtand. Maksudnya, kita sebenarnya sedang melemahkan keaktifan naksu. Ambik hang translate habis. What I'm trying to say is bila kita puasa (tapi tak tahu la kalau dekat orang lain cemana, to me, cara ni berkesan), kita tak makan. Maksudnya, satu nafsu berjaya ditundukkan. Dan ini menyumbang kepada nafsu lain untuk tunduk jugak. Nafsu lain seperti sembang benda kosong, mengumpat, semua tu la. Sebab tu ada hadis kata kawal nak kawal nafsu, mulakan dengan berpuasa selama 3 hari. Hadis tu merujuk kepada orang yang berkeinginan nak kahwin tapi tak mampu beri nafkah dan dia tak mampu mengawal nafsu. Hehehe. Bab perkahwinan, bro.

And another fact that I got in my Biology class, when we are fasting, most of the time, our mouth smelly. It is because fats in our body is burning. My teacher said it. tapi, disisi Allah swt mulut busuk orang yang berpuasa adalah wangi. Dan bagi orang yang berpuasa ada satu pintu syurga khas untuk orang yang berpuasa yang dinamakan Babu Raiyan. Babu maksudnya pintu.

In shaa Allah, thats all from me. I'm sure some of you may wonder why my post today most of it English. Tell me I'm right ! Well, actually me is having my English lesson.
So, thank you.
Assalamualaikum :)

Short note

Assalamualaikum :)

Today actually I'm little bit down. Dont know why but lets forget bout it. Before that, lets say Alhamdulillah for our new day. Alhamdulillah Allah still gives you a chance to live in this world. Or else you are now in the grave. 

Hahah, what a great intoduction I made. Well, I just want to say sometimes life is hard. But please never stay astray from Allah. During your hard time, Allah is there for you. Get closer to Allah swt and you'll feel good in facing His test, Inshaa Allah. All the hard times that you're facing is a step to get His blessing. 

Saya ada terbaca satu cerita, pasal seseorang yang menghadapi sakaratul maut. Peritnya, hanya Tuhan yang tahu. Tapi, mak dia berpesan bahawa syurga itu mahal (something like that), nak dapatkannya perlu bayar dengan harga yang mahal juga. Jadi, janganlah bersusah hati andai diri sedang diuji. Bergembiralah kerana good things will come. Stay strong people ! :)
Wallahualam.

Sincerely, 
NurHazwani;)

p/s: Jumaat ni balik rumah, yeayyyy !!!

Ceritera Cinta

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. 

Rise and shineee. Alhamdulillah, Allah s.w.t. masih memberi nikmat nyawa kepada kita semua untuk terus hidup di muka bumi ini. 

Yaa, setelah tiga bulan aku tak balik rumah, akhirnya ! Inilah dunia, I'm home people xD After three months, banyak benda jadi dekat maktab antara yang memberi impak paling besar adalah rombakan kelas masa awal tahun hari tu. Sobs sobs *lap air mata* The Legacy of 406 dah berpecah. And I miss them so much you know. Tapi memang ada hikmah di sebalik rombakan kelas besar-besaran. It's like everybody pindah to new class. Hanya orang tertentu je yang stay, tapi still juga classmate lama takda. Hikmahnya adalah memasing hilang kawan, so semangat nak study sebab takda teman sembang makin meningkat. Pffftt, aku lettew. 

Sekarang my new class is 503. Yes, five O three. New class, new classmates, new teachers, new environment. At first, its quite hard to get in with them since memang totally different gila manusia dalam tu and I never expect that they'll be my classmates. Serious awkward sesangat. Tapi lama-lama okay jugak. But  still miss my 406 that supposedly to 506 this year. So, here's my new classmates. I present to you. Jeng jeng jenggggg !

503 Gemilang (Gemilang tu kami tambah sendiri, huahuahua) 

So, setelah berpisah semua 406, bermulalah rutin baru aku tahun ni iaitu, aku selalu pergi melawat kelas sebelah; 504. Kenapa ? Sebab ada crush aku yang paling handsome di mata aku ;P Sebab ada Izzah. Tapi, selalu Izzah macam tak layan aku, orang lain yang layan aku. 

Memula tu memang la malu gila datang tempat orang. Tapi lelama ahli kelas tu pun macam tak kisah, selamba badak sumbu dalam lumpur aku keluar masuk kelas tu. Tapi please note okay, yang sampai sekarang aku masih malu masuk kelas tu sebenarnya. Selalunya aku masuk sesenyap ikut pintu belakang w/o any guys notice until suddenly my voice memenuhi segala ruang sudut yang ada dalam kelas tu. Masa tu dah tak boleh nak buat apa dah la. Terpaksa menebalkan muka. Hahaha. 

Alright. Actually I don't know what to tell you guys about my classmates. What I can is they're nice, happening, ohhhh ! Nak ngumpat sikit ni. Budak lelaki kelas tu semua adalah penjenayah yang tak sedar diri mereka penjenayah. Jenayah yang mereka selalu lakukan ialah tidur. Yes, our Penolong Kanan Akademik said "When you're sleeping in the class, meaning you're doing a crime. So you are a criminal. Remember people, sleeping in the class is a crime. Don't you ever do a crime."

Okay people. I think that's all for now what I want to share. Till we meet again soon. I can't promise you when the 'soon' is, but I'll try my best to update you as much as I can within this school holiday. Bi iznillah.

Jazakumullahhu khayr.
Ma'as salamah ilal liqoo', Bi iznillah :)

Welcoming 2014

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh ;)

As you know now is a new year eve. Yessss ! Happy new yearr everyoneee !! *Fireworksss* *boommmm booommm booommmmmmmm* Lol

May Allah gives all of us His rahmat and hidayah. And may our ibadah will be much more effective than the past. Ya Allah, how time flies so so so fast ! Astaghfirullahhalazim. 

*ambil aura ceramah UAI dekat live streaming ;p;p;p*

Seriously, aku nak ajak dan aku memohon kepada semua agar sama-sama la kita berubah ke arah kebaikan. Cuba cari ilmu. Ilmu itu penting sebelum kita buat sesuatu. Yang dah dapat hidayah tu, jangan sia-siakan. Ada ustazah aku kata banyak hidayah Allah bagi sebenarnya. Contoh masa tengah tidur tetiba terbangun waktu subuh sebab bunyi mat rempit tepi jalan. Itu dikira hidayah. Hidayah untuk pergi solat subuh. Sedarlah wahai saudara saudari, tanpa Allah di hati, you are nothing, my dear. N-O-T-H-I-N-G. Setiap deru nafas yang awak hirup tu, Allah yang bagi. Harta yang banyak melimpah ruah tu pun Allah yang bagi. Janganlah bangga sangat. Awak mati nanti naik keranda juga, tinggal dalam tanah juga, harta tu semua di tinggalkan juga T.T

Maaf andai bahasa saya kasar. Wuuuuuu~ Pagi tadi pun ibu tegur benda yang sama. Bahasa aku kasar. Dedulu tak cenggini pun. Kena pasang azam baru ni. Anyways, I would like to say sorry for everything. Halalkan segala yang terlebih dan terkurang. Al-maklumlah, kita ni nak SPM dah. Doakan aku dapat jawab soalan dia leklok T.T Apa iniiii ? Aku cakap macam esok bebetul SPM je. Ya Allah ! 

So everyone. Let's make a new year (sebanarnya kita orang Islam, tahun baru kita adalah awal muharam. Bukannya hari ni) a very grand new you. Tinggalkan segala kepahitan dan sisi gelap awak jauh di dasar laut. Learn ! Kenangan bukannya untuk ditangisi tetapi untuk di ambil iktibar serta pengajaran. Allah Maha Pengampun. Mohonlah kepada Allah Tuhan semesta alam. 
Actually to be a better person, we shouldn't wait for a new year or a new age or whatever. Every single second that you have is the time to be a better person. Learn learn learn !! Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hati hamba-hambaMu yang membaca blog ini untuk menerima hidayahMu, wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Kaya. Turunkanlah rahmatMu ke atas mereka. Ameen ya Rabbal alamin ^^

Akhir kata, last ! Again, I would like to apologize to everyone either I did mistakes to you or not. Tomorrow I'll be back to Pengkalan Hulu. Pray for me to end my final year as a student to be a much more better as Allah's slave and doing well in my SPM examination and get flying colours result. Inshaa Allah. Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim Ameen ! Ohhh and you too, barakallahu feek. May you always be in Allah swt's blessing and may Allah grant you jannah. Ameeen. Setakat doa tak usaha, tak ke mana gak. 

Pesanan ikhlas ni ditujukan kepada diri aku juga sebenarnya. Di samping aku mengingatkan orang, aku ingatkan diri aku. I'm not a good muslimah but I'm trying to be the one. So many trials and challenges whenever we want Allah's blessing. So by that, you must to be strong. Keep on walking in the Allah's path. Always pray to Allah that you'll never astray. If you did, quickly repent and remember yourself not to let the hidayah that Allah gave is a waste. We're just a human. Human  are just so weak ! Yes, we are weak. Everything we do must have an assistance. So it's normal if you sometimes default. But it's not normal if you let yourself go astray like.. forever ? Whatever challenges you're/you'll facing, remember ! You live to please Allah. Allah made you alive to please Him not others. But it doesn't means that we can harm others. Hablu minallah wa hablu minannas ; jaga hubungan dengan Allah dan hubungan dengan manusia. Means that we also have to be nice to other people. Because all Muslims are a family, my dear brothers and sisters. Remember that you live to please Allah swt, indeed.

So I guess that's all for now. Me still didn't pack my stuffs T.T 
I hope some of you get something from this entry. I would love to help any of you who wants to make a change. If you need any assistance, you can email me at agirlinabaya@yahoo.com but I'll not be able to straight away reply your mail. Maybe during school holiday or when I come back home, Inshaa Allah I'll reply. But you can ask him and her too if you want. Inshaa Allah they will have much more time for you than I have T.T
So good luck ! I ended my post with Jazakallahu khairan ya akhi wa ukhti. And again barakallahu feek.
Asslamualaikum wbt ;)

xoxo,
Waniie :)





p/s: I thought this post will be just short. But now it's double from what I thought. Sorry for that. Thank you for readding anyway :)