Grown up Wanie

I guess time flies soo fast that I forgot that I am now grown up *insert crying emoji*

I used to not like any make up or fashion stuff not even fashion magazine. I mean I am more to naturally kinda person.

But look at my instagram photos now or my instastory ! I post about make up, I care about fashion and I even buy in trend items (if I afford to buy one)

Today I'm seeing me growing up. Later when I have my own children, I'll witness them grow up too. Life cycle.

Talk about children, me myself as a child, I can feel now how my parents a bit reluctant to see their first daughter to grow up. 

I mean at my mom's side, she seems to be a lil bit excited to see I'll start working in few more years yet, she has her worry that I might turn up to be that useless city girl. But at my dad side, I can see his worry that his girl will soon be someone's dear. I dont know what's really inside, but I can see that. Hehehe

 Well, if you know me, I have that sixth sense remember ?

Nontheless, I guess I broke my not-yet-2017-resolution ; not put any make up yet; just foundation, lipstick and eyebrow. 

Because I just had that intention to use up all the make up in this room (mostly my sister bought, but she dont really use it) I want to finish off everything so that by the time I am ready to have my own make up series, I can buy everything new ! Hehh

Plus, all this make up stuff has its own expiry date too. I owned a compact powder that I kept for 4 years ! After 4 years, everytime I put it on, I got breakouts. Few times. It means what? It means the powder has bacteria's teritory at it. Thats why most make up items stay less than two years.

So better be careful girls. Dont let it worst when fungus starts to set its tent hehehe

Xoxo,
Wanie

TOO CHOCOLATIES

So today I had a new experience which is I went to Dip n Dip !! And finally I am so blessed with my SES (social economic standard which means something like your financial background) I told my friend that luckily I'm not rich. If I am rich, i'll be eating this dip n dip like weekly I guess. LOL. This statement aired because the next table of us was a family; husband, wife and three small kids (not even primary school yet I guess) And they ordered banyak wehhh 

Eventually we started talk about how bad people nowadays expose kiddos to an unbalanced meal which is obviously not good for their life! Yeah right. We suddenly became a concerned adults Lol.

This dip n dip trip wasnt a planned trip. Initially, we planned to go Flip Out at Kota Damansara nearby my house. But then both of us wear non-sport attire. Then we end up took a lot of calories instead of burning calories. 

Now I feel so bad because my weight has increased due to birthday cakes for the whole week 😭 Then I top up with chocolatessssss OMG. Please pray for my health. Will start diet tomorrow and detox everyday. 

Xoxo,
Wanie

GIRLS PICNIC

Hellooo ! 

So I am beyond excited to share with you guys that I had a picnic with the adilians girls heheh

The most looking-forward activity whenever we picnic is not (only) the food, but the photoshoot session. We have Fathi the best photgrapher everrrrr (Fathi, free service for my wedding in future pls!). 

But what I excited the most just now I had my tudung terbang photoshoot ! And it was really nice and good and ahmaziiingg. Modeling mode turned on. Hahahah 

However, the korum wasnt complete. But I do really love this bunch. They even told that everyone must be bridesmaids on our wedding hahaah #berangan

Before I end, just wanted to have that memories in here; this year's birthday I had three cakes and celebrations <3 font="" nbsp="">

But seriously the most unexpected on was from my Unirazak friend who bought that one whole cake for me when I know she herself dont have enough money #studentproblem 

She said because I wanted that. I didnt say I wanted that kind of surprise, I just said that I miss to have surprises from classmates because during my time in KD10 my darling adilians had so much surprises for me heheheh 

(except the forgot-my-birthday prank in form 3 !!!!!!!).  

Alhamdulillah, for all these. Thank you everyone.

xoxo,
Wanie

p/s: Sweet and short because they complained my blog is too long. KORANG YANG PEMALAS NAK BACA !

MAKE UP

Hello ! 

So today is my first day of semester break but I didnt stay at home bahahah I went to KL because this a girl of mine who finishes her last paper today begged me to see her before she gone back to hometown. So guess what we did ? 

We wanted to try make up I mean the real make up based on our look. At first I thought of going to KLCC because the Sephora there is bigger than the one in Nu Sentral. But then we end up in Sogo because I was lazy ass to walk more lol.

So yeah we got our face make up for free ! Not a single sen used. 

First we went to Bobbi Brown section. The sales girl was so nice. Unfortunately she wasnt well so it wanst really fun. However she did teach us on how to draw eyebrow properly. 

As for me, basically I know all that because I watched tutorial videos a lot like everyday but never tried yet because naahhh malas. 

Then, we went around got free perfume sprayed on us some more hahah 

Lastly, we went to Clinique. The sales person did our eyes part. I was so amazed by the skills he/she (I'm not sure which one) has. S/he did my eyeliner just like you know you're sketching something. But it was really nice and the powder is sooo good ! Just apply a layer and I'm all flawless. Even my jerawat I dont know go where. 

Seriously I am so amazed with the skills. Not even half an hour. 

Aihh ni yang buat nak ada collection make up sendiri ni. Hmmmm 

But to be honest, I dont have learning-makeup-like-a-pro in my 2017 resolutions because I'm only 20 and still young. Yeah 20 is like a 10 year-old girl bahahah #syoksendiri So I dont want my face exposed to heavy make up yet. Plus, I'm not going anywhere like a celebrity that needs a lot of make up, I'm just going to class or stay at home all day err day. 

So I thought I shouldnt be bothered with make up yet but my desire on make up is too strong that sometimes I just feel like buying them but its too pricey for a student like me :'( Living in the heart of KL some more. 

But its okay. Just one year more, wanie ! 

Till then.

Xoxo,

Wanie 

2017 !

Yes, I know I'm so 2000 and late !

Its been 2 weeks ago since the new year. Even my birthday has passed. So here I am wishing you all a very good and happy 2017 !

May your 2017 be a better year for you guys !

Alhamdulillah, after so much of pain in 2015, my 2016 was better and I would say great. Not that I won Oscar or something but alhamdulillah, just good. No more that live or dead battle kind of conflicts. Heheehe. 

The reason why I post late because hehehe I forgot I have blog and I had my final exam this past two weeks. So please forgive me not blog anything. However, I have list down my 2017 resolutions which includes to blog often and never forget my blog again and not to be shy to promote my blog. OMG but I seriously sooooooo shyy to ask people to check out my blog even during my blogging days dulu dulu, my friends are the one who found out. I didnt tell anything heheheh Rindunya wehhhh zaman lagha lagha form 2 dulu. So now I am 20 and being in the two series put me at one side where I should ask myself to become more rajin especially in the domestic course because I am seriously too lazy for all that even it has been 10 years since I always forced to do so (because our last maid ran away with parents' money and mom's jewellary so my mom said no more then I became the maid errgghhh)

Other than being more diligent in domesticity, I also hope that I get my ass off from my comfort zone and start do things that I wish I did and taking part with the world around me. I have been so reserve since my days in maktab due to insecurity and lack of confidence. So this year's resolution I want to start take part and gain back my 'datin' confident-city (new word created LOL) and embrace them in blessed way. Talk about 'datin' thingy, I have this one desire where I really wanna do make up I mean I did once, and I look ood so I really wanna embrace that but make up stuff are waaayyyyy too expensive so I guess I just do a bit of touch up not the whole profesional-like make up yet. Plus, dont you think its too young for a 20 year-old girl to have a heavy make up right ? I want to look good for the rest of my life with this natural beauty hehehe (trying to convince myself) 

Lastly, my 2017 resolution, I would say this is the biggest and crucial one. I want to drive more ! I mean I do have my license but I cant drive. Because I'm a chicken ! *crying out a pail* It is not that I am chicken as in chicken cock cock cock but chicken as in coward. Seriously. Huaaaaaaaa ! My P license expires this March so it means I am legally entitled for full license but I still cant drive properly :'( This is due to so much drama I had everytime I drive. So I kinda traumatised ? Ermm not really trauma but just coward. After all, it is a learning process aint. Plus, driving needs practice you cant pass JPJ test and then saying you are pro enough to drive (that what I used to think of) You still need to practically hands on and polish the driving skills *talking to mirror* Lagi la dengan Malaysian drivers yang Mashaa Allah! TOO NICE ! never give signal, never look at side mirror always want to speed everywhere. Hello people, chill okay. The road is not all yours. We pay tax together by the way. 

So those are 2017 resolutions that I feel like sharing with you people. I have a lot more though but lets keep it secret. Once it is achieved, then everyone will know because surely I'll post on instagram and may be blog maybe ? hehehe My first resolution to blog often remember. I want to have that feeling I had during form 2 when I blog everything. But the posts has been deleted. Somehow I a bit like regret because we can read back though. Well you know changing hormones hahahah thats why I delete them because I thought at age 18 I was matured enough to not let people know how I was during my teenager life. But today, at age 20 I thought my 18 year old me still was kiddos. Its okay kids if you going through or went through the same thing as long as we learn to mature ourselves day to day or month to month or year to year. 

So thats all for now till we meet again!

xoxo,
Wanie