Monday, April 17

No friends

Assalamualaikum!

Last Saturday, my mom gathered my whole family from both mom and dad's side. It was awesomely fullhouse! I'm beyooooond happy to see everyone gather and mingle around. So I guess thats how it looks like when I marry later HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH 

Okay, honestly I dont know what to say because it has been sooo long I didnt type my heart out. 

You know what it suddenly popped out in my mind few seconds ago.
I used to write my heart out. Whatever I feel and whatever I go through, I post here in my blog or write in my diary (I had a diaryyy okayyyyyy).
But now, things changed. Sometimes I didnt even bother what my heart feels because I dont want to be bothered by this cruel world. The world I live today is so cruel. People talk bad behind us, people dumping us, people take advantage on us. I'm so sad! I go through this like everyday. 

So I decide to let everything pergi mampus. In english we say go die (lol). And I found out that this pergi mampus attitude make me care less to almost everything. And I even feel that my heart has been a little hati kering which leads to hati kosong. 

And today, there are a lot of people do the same. So day by day, people grow with less humanity as they dont care about others. 

ermmmmm.. I just wanna pour my heart out. So thank you for reading. Bye!

Assalamualaikum:)