Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah, we meet again.
Nothing to say today. Just a review of how my university life so far. Alhamdulillah, I've done with my first semester of university. I bet none of you know where I'm studying. Well, unless if you meet me in my every day life. Currently, I'm in Universiti Tun Abdul Razak or known as UNIRAZAK. Most people get confused between UNIRAZAK and UNITAR. Unirazak is the one that in the heart of Kuala Lumpur whereas Unitar is the one at Kelana Jaya. We are different thou. Of course I would say my place is better 🙆
Basically, to be part of razakian students was totally not my choice. It was my parents' decision. My one and only choice was IIUM. Yes, I wanted to be a law student of IIUM. Out of 8 choices in UPU, 5 of them was IIUM. See, how eager I was to be part of IIUM. Unfortunately, Allah knows the best. None of my lists accepted. I was rejected by UPU. *crying at the corner of the wall* It was a hard time for me because I really want IIUM. Then my mom said "Susah susah sangat masuk unirazak jelah. Ibu bayar. Takpe, tapi kena janji kena belajar betul betul. Untuk dapat scholarship masa degree nanti." Yeah, basically, it was an order hahahah. Of course I wasnt agree at the first time. I refused to follow what my mom said. By that time I was in the border line of quit my part time job. It took two weeks of depressions. Then after all the struggles and after all my stubborns, I finally lowered down my ego after my dad with full of loves, he listed the benefits of pursuing taxation. Ohh I forgot to tell you that I will pursue bachelor of taxation once my foundation is done.
So yeah that is how I end up here. Of course when you have no heart on something, it will be hard. Thats how I felt during the orientation week. Only Allah knows how much I dislike it ! But then after awhile, alhamdulillah. I know that this is my rezeki. Although the surrounding is not what I wish it to be, but Alhamdulillah, those people here are very nice to me. Things that I love the most here is my first semster subjects. I only learn English subjects. Ermm not I, but we. Seriously bro, we only learn English subjects; Listening and Speaking skills, Reading skills, Writing skills and Grammar. Nak muntah gak la belajar english je. For three months ! Alhamdulillah, my three months here finally over. Yeayyy ! Next week is study leave and week after is my examination week. Pray that I can answer the question well 😌 I'm nervous for the Speaking exam. I'm not that fluent when it comes to talk. Because I think too much on my grammar and vocabulary. And I dont have a confidence to talk in English as I rarely talk in English. If you guys curious about how we do our exam , its just the same like how you do for your muet exam. Exactly the same. Listening; you have to listen to an audio and write the answer based on the audio. Speaking; you have to sit in 4 people a group with an examiner, then talk la. Hahahha. As for reading, writing and grammar, just how we always do during school exam but the papers are seperated.
The conclusion is sometimes when we feel like we dont deserve it, but it still comes. That is where we need to close our eyes and accept the fate that it is meant for us. So I guess that is for now, till we meet again.
Assalamualaikum 😚
